Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Adieu

Time to close this virtual chapter.
Thanks for reading.
Love & light on your journey.
Cleveland Yogini signing off,
c.

Monday, March 1, 2010

rustbelt playground

i never expected
leaning on a snow fence
alongside a highway
staring at that water
to be so comfortable
la-z-boy comfortable

traveling at breakneck speed
my head much too close to the ground
laughing to pee
your rocket booster
i tip off at the last second
careening screaming you take the jump

jumping out of the car
screaming
arms waving to raise majesty
abandoned riverfront
thousands of sea gulls
get the last laugh

temporary campfires riverside in the dark
beauty doesnt always have meaning
tell of the contradictions you see
a dying city
a former powerhouse of magnificence
kenya doesnt understand

(i'll tell you what beauty is
its in the eye of the beholder)

its what happens when he builds me a snowman
hot chocolate in the garden
arms sore from snowball fights
perfect placement
head whips forward
alley cats cheer

i gotta remember to run
zig
zag

snow down the collar retaliation
retreat!
the church will provide refuge
but these stone city churches
are long since locked
saving nobody

yoga in the soft snow
snow pants padded
learning to roll
with it
free handstands
oh sorry, i was looking at that dog

you did the Iditarod proud
mush!
ease back
praise the winter sky
tree silhouettes
with song

1am sitting in (how many chairs?)
adirondack chairs
stacked on top of kitchen tables
watching it softly snow on
christmas story land
urban dreaming

organic produce
composting
mixed with
weekly pesticide application
wasted water
dichotomy

i could care less
if my neighbor is
an 83 year old
venture capitalist
with a tux wearing butler
and a hall of armor

a study in contrasts
give me reclaimed grit anyday

kiss my fingertips
in the wee hours

Saturday, January 30, 2010

The Sunrise Ruby

In the early morning hour,
just before dawn, lover and beloved wake
and take a drink of water.

She asks, "Do you love me or yourself more?
Really, tell the absolute truth."

He says, "There's nothing left of me.
I'm like a ruby held up to sunrise.
Is it still a stone, or a world
made of redness? It has no resistance
to sunlight."

This is how Hallaj said, I am God,
and told the truth!

The ruby and the sunrise are one.
Be courageous and discipline yourself.

Completely become hearing and ear,
and wear this sun-ruby as an earring.

Work. Keep digging your well.
Don't think about getting off from work.
Water is there somewhere.

Submit to a daily practice.
Your loyalty to that
is a ring on the door.

Keep knocking, and the joy inside
will eventually open a window
and look out to see who's there.

-Rumi

joy truly is the greatest aphrodisiac,
c.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Give up what no longer works.



















"Sometimes snakes can't slough. They can't burst their old skin. Then they go sick and die inside the old skin, and nobody ever sees the new pattern. You need a real desperate recklessness to burst your old skin at last. You simply don't care when happens to you, so long as you get out." -D.H. Lawrence